Pyro for CU Gmod

Hello, as you all know, my name is Pyro. I am a very controversal member on CU to say the least, and to say for a few choice words. I was demodded on CU for (what I think was) The whole Sonic/Dr. Pizza/Allan situation, where I sort of took my powers and got out of control with it. With that, I fucked around with the wrong person, Revolution, and got myself suspended on CU for spamming Bloodhands fourm, and lying to everyone on CU. While I know it was a VERY fucked up thing that I did, and yes, I did apologize to Bloodhand, AND WAS forgiven, I felt that I shouldn't have been suspended, because it didn't even effect CU. I'm known for also doing some childish things, (lurking, rejoining under different ailas..etc,etc.) After my suspention was lifted, I believe I completed my 'rehab' and have finally changed over a new leaf. I continued to do what I do best on CU, post WWE news, and just post around the fourm, continuing to be very active on the fourm. Recently, I spoke with DSC and argued my statement, this seems to have went through one ear and out the other, has he stated he'd speak with Ryan on this matter, but let me know that the majority of the admins would NOT "yay" with me being Gmod again, so I virtually have no chance. EVER. Anywho, I searched CU's Forum leader list, and three new people were given power. Malaphesto, Big Sky and Duel. First off, let me say congrats to Duel on achieving Admin status, as I feel he deserved it and will help the fourm out greatly. Now, Big Sky and Malaphesto..wtf? Malaphesto's a friend of mine and all, but he techinally did the SAME thing I did, and didn't get punished for it. Big Sky, meh. I won't get on that. Another thing is the Black Rage situation. I'm a supporter of Grant, cause he's a good friend of mine, but I find it awkward, ironic and fucked up that when I got suspended, people didn't give a fuck, or push the issue that it had NOTHING to do with CU, but neither did the DSC pranking, and now people have a "FREE BLACK RAGE" pic on their sig. I'm not bitching, i'm telling the truth. Anywho, I think, in my HONEST TO GOD opinion that it's been long enough for any type of punishment, or 'hold' on my Gmod status. Also let it be known that when SK was made Gmod, DSC simply stated SK was 'filling in' for me. While I am ok with SK and his spot, even congratulated him, I think I deserve my spot back. I am NOT trying to get SK removed, so don't take it that way. It's been long enough, I've learned my lessons, I think I need one more shot as Gmod.