End the conspiracy against the small

In America we are not allowed to carry a switchblade in our pocket for personal defense. I'm only 5 foot 3 inches tall I was brutally and sadistically raped by a bigger male and I bought a switchblade to prevent it from ever happening to me again. I live in North Carolina where it is illegal to carry it concealled yet what am I supposed to do? I've been medically ordered not to drive also I live in a slightly dangerous area. I've been roughed up some that's usually expected. Let's end the conspiracy against the short and the tiny. Since weapons control laws allow bigger individuals to beat smaller individuals without worrying about getting hurt themselves or killed in self-defense. Have you ever thought maybe the weapons control people want littler people to die or be hurt by people who want to hurt them? Next time someone proposes stricter laws on weapon's possesion then check their height and if they are taller than I am or bigger in size then ask yourself if maybe they want short people with small builds to die?

I propose that we should repeal the laws against possesion of a weapon except on violent criminals who should not have them because they have already proven themselves incapable of behaving in a civilized manner and people who have mental disorders which has made them violent in the past towards others. Since that would be rational and leave law enforcement free to get illegal weapons dealers off the streets. Are we not innocent until proven guilty in a court of law? As an American who has done nothing wrong am I not entitled to defend myself from someone who wants to hurt or kill me?