The Sonic State of Mind

I dont really know if you'll ever find this, dont really know if you'll ever read this, but anything is worth a shot these days. i've never done anything wrong to you or the rest of the family, to deserve being called a "criminal", just because im 21. Yes im 21, but fortunally i am inlove with your daughter. Your daugther drives me crazy, and i love being around her. You said that you saw so many things go threw your court room, so i ask you this, have u ever seen me go threw your court room for those same things. I may not be perfect, i may not be a future doctor, or lawyer, but i do have a future, and it is a bright one.

I'm not here to cause trouble, im not here to make family ties fight, im just here cause im human, i am in love with your daugther, u can make me stop talking to her, stop seeing her, but you'll never take that feeling away from me. Just because im 21, doesn't mean i do all the same things other 21 years do. I'm not out for "ass", im not out to screw around, i love your daugthers company, always had, always will. I always tried to be as respectful as i could be, and yet noone bothered to know anything about me, you just judged me for my age, thinking he's only after one thing.

I know 15 year guys that do worse than me, i know 10 year olds that sell crack on the corner, and your going to call me a criminal when all i do is work on my trucks, go to shows, and dance for oneida? My parents raised me right, and raised me with morals, because we hided, fine yes, but go ahead ask your daugther when i disrespected her, go ahead ask. Go ahead ask her when i've made her upset, or cry, go ahead ask. Go ahead and ask her how she really feels about me, go ahead and ask.

I am in love with your daugther, i dont plan on hurting her, i dont plan on being a headache, all i want is to do, is be with her, your daugther is amazing and has feelings that you wouldnt believe. She told me once, she would have done anything to have me when you were going threw your medical issue, because i could have helped her go threw it better. Goes to show, how i've always treated lily. Yea the age is a issue, but there are worse things in life. Like i said i dont know if you'll ever read this, or see it, or even find it. but its here, for you 2 read, i've never been so in love with anyone like i am with lily. All i've asked for is a chance.

Welcome to my state of mind.