I AM NOT TERRORIST

Pakistani loves America
October 30, 2006
Today I am going to Cut and Paste my old e-mail article which I wrote for New York Time on September 10, 2003.

I was born in a cave due to war in-between India and Pakistan. Hours before my birth few shells were dropped by an
Indian plain which killed one cow and three camels. War did not last for long because both nations couldn'tt afford any
more money to kill each other. At the time of my birth I didnt cry every one thought I will die the woman who helped my
mom to bring me in this world told my father . He held me in his hands and start crying that his son will die. After few
minutes I start crying and my mom and dad were happy, that tells us suffering is in human nature . It is pleasure for
some and suffering for others. And I am alive today . There was no hospital neither my father had money to afford. But
he was happy that I was crying . He went outside and set under the tree, gusty wind, heat and dust was giving taste of
hell. Radio signal was braking from BBC world news which was the only source for world knowledge .

Few yards away from my home there was a cemetery and a saint used to live there whose name was Baba,he came for
news and for his food . My father was happy and gave him some food and one Goat . I was about five year old when first
time my mother told me about this story, one day when she was arguing with my father that why he had given the Goat to
the old man .The animal was the reason of their argument almost every week. I played all day long running around some
time tried to catch butterflies in the graveyard, time went by quick and I happen to be here in United State watching
morning news because I was laid off from AT&T few days before plains stuck in the Twin Towers. The tragedy of
September 11, 2001 changed my life once again and reminded me my old days in madrasa " Jaam-e-Aloomm" .The
mental affect of this tragedy was hurting millions of innocent Muslim all over the world and all Americans Muslim who had
no idea what is going to happen next and who do not support violence .

Pakistan was all over in the news because it was safe haven for terrorist. I was sorry to see that my motherland was
providing safe home for those who were consider "dagger Men" or extremist . They feed hearted in to innocent brains to
use them for corruption and violence . They seek to magnify their influence and power to affect human brain to create
mental illness for unjust culture , group, religion, and fear of loving God to keep them in their faith and path of terror. It
was long due for all rich nations to realize and get involve not just for commercial reason for humanity to monitor and
organize free elections in countries where nature needed to be changed .The most important is to monitor education
system in all nations without any exception to improve human nature from barbarian life to meet international standard.
Last two years I have been thinking why Pakistan was involved in this tragedy of conspiracy of 911.

If we look back in history it is true that Islamic system was tried as one of the most powerful and successful social system
but it crippled after principal leaders of this system took ownership of Islam and became king of some kingdoms. Just few
years back Pakistan was following the same path until president Pervez Musharraf jumped in and saved Republic of
Pakistan to become Kingdom of Pakistan. Most of us know Pakistani education system is the legacy of the British . It was
adopted without any change due to newborn nation in 1947. Although the system was not at all suitable to meet the need
and requirements Pakistan had no choice because country was struggling to improve its others problems. Pakistan was
created on majority of Muslim populated areas but mostly teachers were either Hindu or Sikh .

Due to their migration, Pakistan was hard hit because shortage of qualified teacher it was difficult for new nation to pay
much attention on education . At that time all Pakistani leaders were struggling hard to sustain freedom from enemies.
Many Muslim teachers who migrated from India joined their brothers and accepted the challenge to face difficult task.
Other side India already had stable system and many qualified teachers who start working on system to improve and
change structure of intermediate and primary stage of education which produced an army of engineers ,doctors ,
scientists and experts in all major fields . Quaid-e-Azam dream for strong Pakistan became hope seeking struggling
nation of Islam after his death.

Many crept leaders and army lost East Pakistan in 1971 just for their personal interest. In 80s Pakistani education
Structure was destroyed but system continue which converted schools in to madrasa and jihad for better Pakistan
become jihad for Shia , Sunni ,Punjabi, Mahajir and so on which produced hatred and bloodshed . It failed to produce
Pakistani which was once dream of Quaid-e-Azam . Jihad is struggle for better life many used this word for their personal
interest to permute hatred and terrorism . All political parties used Pakistan as a personal bank account and used
young college student to fulfill their personal aim . Last martial law injected religious , culture and language differences
which caused major setback for new nation to meet it standard at the national stand point for human right groups and
United Nation . Education becomes business for rich people and corporations and private schools start pooping up which
cause higher schools fees and 25\% of population in small cities and villages start sending their innocent kid to madrasa
or Urdu medium school some of them funded by our Arabs Muslim brothers to permute Islam in Islamic country to make
one more Kingdom.

A large number of failures in government run public schools some time more then 70\% was not at all happy ending for
parents and poor families waste of money, time and energy 25\% of these kids never return due to financial problems or
lack of their parent interest. Today every one is talking about Pakistan not because we invent some new technology just
because we were host and breading ground for few terrorist who used my mother land to kill innocent human to promote
wrong image of Islam and Pakistan. The most important issues have been ignored by all Pakistani leaders because of
brothers and buddies system and a Hug Culture . The enforcement of Tax law in the country in order to achieve goal and
monitor quality of investment , Invite foreign investor and provide safety and security regardless of their color and
religious back ground.

Communication technology can reduce coordination cost and improve industrialization and market access. Keeping basic
education system under state or federal umbrella will control cost of education for poor families. September 11, 2001
changed life of all Pakistani living in United State and UK . Thousands of innocent people died .Thousands lost their jobs
and millions of people thinks Islam is religious of heat. Because our young kinds were graduated from madrass to cheer
and promote jihad instead of better Pakistan or Islam .Many innocent people die Islam is fastest growing religious
because we dont know who and when some one will take pleasure of this spiritual and moral sense of this great religion.
Real sources of illnesses and evil is misunderstanding basic Islam and primary education for social system. It's time to
change self love from social love and improve social system in countries where "dagger Men" is changing innocent brains
to use them for corruption and violence. It is a tragedy that terrible injustices continue to occur in the 21st century . The
real source of the illness is hiding in those Dictators, Kings, Monarchies, Army Chiefs, Organizations, Government
officials, presidents, vice presidents, and Religious leaders who are driving humanity into a long struggle and conflicts to
keep their wealth and power. God Bless America and Pakistan .
Ajmal Mehdi NYT 9/11/2003

IN GOD WE TRUST. WE HAVE FAITH IN HUMANITY


The Patriot Act


" Please Save American Freedom and Justice System " My name is N J Shah (India) . We live in Bristol CT USA . My
husband name is Ajmal Mehdi (Pakistan) . We were ( Human Faith ) married in New York cut off from our families
because of religious problem moved to Bristol Connecticut USA. We were very happy have two kids America was safe for
us we were Patriotic Citizen without signing Patriot Act .
1. 1996 I went to Pakistan to drop our daughter for four years so we could improve our education and financial condition
here and decide not to go on welfare in USA was Patriot Act.

2. 2000 I was held in Pakistan for three days when i went to bring our daughter back just because I was Indian Born .
Human right Geneva office helped us get back here in Connecticut USA . That day we thanked God and blessed
American justice system and freedom.

3. July 2003 Hudson United Bank called my husband and said,'' Mr. Mehdi you need to sign Patriot Act'' for one second
you will think what did I do wrong then you will sign it because you have no choice . But you think what did you do wrong
just wrote two Letter to editor one for New York Time and Other one for Hartford Currants about "How freedom can
change life" or applying for police jobs.

4. June 30 2004 he pass Citizenship test but his Oath is held need background investigation almost four years no Oath

5. Next some one write 187 K-town Dr. On the Property which mean" Homicide" by local police department which started
mental problem for him can not sleep up all night doing Homeland Security thinking every minute of his life what's really
going on is some one trying to give him psychological torture or real torture.

6. Lost his job because one customer wanted to " Rearrange" his face when he complained to his boss that he do not feel
safe he got fired from work .

7. I Start losing my small business here in our town we love Bristol and America Business name " Bristol Fashions " due to
my Husband Health Diarrhea up to six time a day going to bathroom. He is taking all these medicines.

1st. Clidinium/ Librax for stomach ulcer .
2nd Cymbalta 60mg Psychological Problem.
3rd Rozerem (Ramelteon) for sleeping.
4th Tylenol PM for Sleeping.
5th Tylenol Extra Strength for Pain in back and neck.
6th Pepcid AC for Heart Burn.
He thinks someone is spying on him 24/7 threw his stomach with some kind of device which was given to him in food some
how . He like to stay in bed don't go out no one to talk to feels every one is spying on him no more Mosque, Church,
Munder and Cinagag. How would you feel when every minute of your life you just think why I'm Victim of Name
Discrimination, Religious Discrimination, Civil Liberties and Racial Profiling.
How would you feel When you are driving and you feel every one driving behind you just following you. How would you feel
when Customer Walks in to you store look at you and you feel they are spying on you. How would you feel when every day
same issue when you talk to your family and end up with argument . How would you feel when you tell your kids if
something happen to me please help your mom and be good . How would you feel when you tell your wife in case I die
please move back to India.
Almost every week you write letters and e-mail to President , Vice President , Department of Homeland security and all
US Senators and US Congress why his name what did he do wrong and what happen to our Liberty, Freedom and justice
system . We asked news media all over USA no one willing to report this issue " Why " We are Human and have feeling ,
Question is who should we trust or ask for Help ?. Psychological torture on minorities should be consider code Red or
worst crime and terror on Human Being. Torture of the mind can create permanent brain damage and force people to
change their names and religious enrollment due to fear . Major issue with Psychological torture is creating alienation of
minorities which is causing personality disorder and daily function of disturb brain. I hope we wont see that day when
American Dreams will turn into Nightmares.
GOD BLESS AMERICA
We do not belong to any political party
IN GOD WE TRUST. WE HAVE FAITH IN HUMANITY.